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Monday, October 31st, 2005
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8:30 pm - HAPPY HAPPY halloween
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ahh i love halloween it is my fav holdiday.
so i havent wrote in here in along time
today we dressed up at work i was a fairy i had a purple wig and purple wings with purple glitter everywhere - i couldnt be anything scary cause it would hace scared the kids at the day care soooo at night i had an awesome costume.. it wqs a fallen angel - black dress and corset and then i had these huge wings with bones on them.. it was pretty cool. Chris and i passed out candy then just walked around.
Hmm.. we are going to have a scary movie-a-thon tonight.
we are going strong after bought 2 years still.. lol how creepy. anyways thats all i have to say-
oh yeah chris was an awesome space clown thing with a freaky ass mask and gloves.. he is so cool.
well happy halloween guys!
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| Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
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9:09 pm
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You Will Die at Age 67 |
67
You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well. |
You Are 50% Normal
(Somewhat Normal)
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While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself |
You Are 27 Years Old |
27
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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| MEGANDAWN |
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Magical |
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Energetic |
| G |
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Gorgeous |
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Arty |
| N |
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Nutty |
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Dedicated |
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Adventurous |
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Witty |
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Nice |
Your Love Style is Eros |
For you, love is all about the passion!
And chances are, you're currently in love.
You have a strong physical response to love...
And you are great at committing
(As long as the person makes your toes curl!) |
How Your Attitude Ranks |
Your Attitude is Better than 35% of the Population
If you scored...
80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.
60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.
40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.
20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good.
0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!
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You Are Not Scary |
Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet? |
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| Monday, April 18th, 2005
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3:16 pm - well well well
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Offical wedding date : Sept.3,2005
Those are the only dates we could plan at the same time for the chapel and hall. Everything in june-july was taken so Sept. 3rd it is ladies and gent's.
We are both excited - its funny and exciting and yeah
i got my dress
the hall
the DJ
the menu
the bridal party is set
we need to look at flowers
cakes
and check out a few catering service's for good pricing
i dont know - things are going smoothly with the plans so far.
We went to the carnival last night with Sean,chelsea,brooke and ash. It was really fun - we rode the rides took pictures in the photo booth, he won me a total of about a 40 dollar stuffed animal , lol. Its cute.
EArlier in the day chris and i went to elizabeth park and had a picnic and laid there for alil while and feed the ducks - it was a great day yesterday.
He is going to be a great husband * nods *
I wish i knew how to scan my photo strip from the carnival and put it on here , but i dont think this scanner is hooked up right. OHwell
Weeeeellll i think i am going to go.
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| Thursday, March 31st, 2005
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4:20 pm - bored bored bored
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i am going to meet chris up at work for lunch like we do every thursday.
then i am going to go tanning and get some new clothes casue i need them kinda badly. I hate all the ones i have - you know how that is?.. like just...they get old and you dont think you look right in them anymore or anytyhing.. i dont know.
Chris and i are going to go to the science center for a bit some day soon - i am kinda excited , its a fun place to go. haha.
Hmmm...
still havent set a date for the wedding but the chapel called us back but we have to find a hall to match the date.
His mom wants us to have the reception in the basement , hehe i am like noway i want it in a hall. Dancing , the bar , i dont know.. all that just seems funner.
We are going to do some more planning this weekend.
The other night he told me the cutest , romantic , sweetest thing..
" babe "
"yeah?"
" i wish i knew you all my life , cause you are better then anyone i have ever had , and i know we were meant to be together, everyone else in my life was just a mistake to get to you."
so i cried for ABOUT a half hour then we played super mario 3 and got down with our bad self's.
peace out until i wanna update again.
oh and chill out , you'll be ok. ;]
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| Friday, March 25th, 2005
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3:45 pm - well guys
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well guys chris and i are gettting married this year in may or june - its not going to be big wedding but we dont need it..
we got our rings a few days ago - told the family's - everyone is happy and we are too..
i have so much going thru my mind right now - so many happy thoughts .. i dont even wanna write them all down i would be here all day.
so yeah...
in a just a few short months he will be my husband and i will be his wife.
i couldnt be happier.
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| Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
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12:52 pm
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welll welll
here i am at my moms house on my lunch break - doing nothing like i always do on my lunch break.
Even though i love working at the day care center those kids are tiring me out like what.
15 two year olds and 2 adults is alot.
hmm lets see...
For my birthday - chris and i went to dinner and had a party at our place , on chris's birthday he had to work, but we partied after.
It was an alright thing. New years was great we had alot of people over and had a good time. There is this picture that soem one took and it is like all the couples kissing when the ball dropped and it is like funny to see all the people sucking face , lol. Good times
i dont know - nothing has really been going on or anything , just working and stuff - Started hanging out with brandon again , even tho cori doesnt like that much - called me a fuckin bitch and what not , i am like.. ok you jealous bitch. BUT anyways i am glad to be hanging out with him again. I love when old friends come back around , i feel like then we were truly meant to be friends.
okkkk well i am goign to go cause there is nothign else much to talk about really.
buh bye.
current mood:  tired
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| Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
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3:13 pm - happy holidays
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wow i havent updated in so long.
welllllll , it is almost christmas and i have spent so much money its ridic! working 2 jobs pays off i guess, hehe.
I bought addison so much stuff and joslyn and jullian and chris wayyyyyyy to much. 200 is alot of shit. He better like everything i got him , i got him everything he wanted and then some. I will kill him.
our tree has so many presents under it it looks like we have 10 kids or asomthing.
January 1st is chris and i's one year. LOOOONG time.. it went by so fast. Then it will be my b-day and his two days after so maybe a joint party blow out? lol in our small apartment. lol. imagine that.
i dont know.
have a great christmas everyone!!!
current mood:  anxious
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| Monday, October 25th, 2004
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6:36 pm
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chris and i went and looked at rings the other day when we went tot he mall with loren. Loren is so crazy. I found one i liked alot.. its realy pretty and perfect. My car broke down lol. Well it was fun while it lasted , now its back to driving chris's truck. I hope i can get my own car fixed soon.
hmm lets see.
Chris wants to get a town house when we leave the apartments... but since we are getting married.. we might just get a house. We dont care where we live lol , as long as we live together.
Our kittys still insane , nuts and satan . I swear.
hmm.. thats about all. ok bye.
current mood:  bored
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| Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
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5:09 pm - smile
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chris asked me to marry him... and for a second i thought it wasnt real...until he reasured me it was.. i felt the same exact way i thought i would feel , scared , happy , like i had just jumped off a building and the rush was so overwhelming , and i couldnt stop smiling.
i love him... its ridiculous.
current mood:  ecstatic
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| Tuesday, August 24th, 2004
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4:54 pm - take another look in the mirror darling , and see the ugliness you never seen
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why am i so ugly...and fat..
why me
i am feeling kinda sad lately... distant even..not just from people but from myslef.
Its really has nothing to do with the people around me.
i am visiting my mom.
i miss her.
i saw my dad.
i miss him.
he makes me cry without even saying a word.
summer nights are alomst over and fall is coming..fall/winter makes me think of people i used to be so close to, who i thought i understood and understood me. Maybe i was wrong , maybe i was pretending , whatever it was , i think deep down i knew it wouldnt last much longer , and i think they knew it to.
i need to clean my house-shower-save money-kill this feeling-and stop thinking so much. I am fine and there is nothing wrong with my life , and if i keep telling myself that , maybe i will believe it.and so bad do i want to start believing it.
until next time.
"and its so sad when your innocent breath goes to waste, and your empty thoughts have no use , until then honey , stare at the stars and count them one by one and make wishes you know will never come true"
current mood: distressed
current music: silence : could i be deAf?
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| Sunday, July 18th, 2004
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6:56 pm - hehe
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so here i am visting my mothers. :)
i miss this house in certain ways , but i love where i live now. I wouldnt come back. Things are going great. Actually more than great , more like beautiful. I dont know how to explain what i have. *shrugs*
Chris and i went to cedar point on monday, it was fun, we were rained on twice but we had so much fun. We ode the millenium force at night and going up that hill was like... taking a train right to the stars almost.. it was just.. werid how i felt at the moment..like.. everything was so beautiful.
We got a kitty, well like a month ago. So cute.. named it rae.(little black kitty)
hmm.. Sally and sean are moving out of there little house so chris and i went to help them fix up alil and we all ended up drinking. It was kinda funny. Sally and i just couldnt stop talking that night.. Addy's birthday is coming up ( sallys daughter) ..we gotta get her something good, i dont know yet.
hmm..i dont know what else to say.. excpet for life is to good to me right now.
just up dating so no one thinks i fell off the face of the earth.
i have been having the weirdest dreams lately.
like about murder and old friends..and 2 of kate,chris killing people and me being blonde...*shutters* i hate dreams sometimes.
peace out brotha's
current mood:  blank
current music: nine inch nails
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| Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
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1:05 pm - you know this... man
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welllll....its almost friday and friday is when i move with chris, into our apartment. *smiles*
He is so cute , we went to wal-mart yesterday with jane and we started to pick out stuff for our bathroom. I think that is the lat time he goes shopping with two girls looking for matching apartment stuff , haahh twenty minutes in one isle looking for the perfect shower curtain then another hour spending looking for matching or semi- matching decor! But he was so cute , i kept saying , " is this ok?" and he would just say..."babe whatever you want and whatever will make you happy" ....so i got a see thru sher lavendar curtain with stitched in lilies of a lil darker color purple and lavendar rug and toliet cover and white glass soap dish - tooth brush holder - towels , we got toliet paper shampoo soap- we have everything for the bathroom...
He is so excited and it is so cute.. i have heard the count down for the last 2 weeks.
We were laying in my bed yesterday and he was like " it is going to be this way for the next 82 years..." it was so sweet...
We also have a bet in which i will win like what.. he said he was going to get my name tattooed on him over his heart... i said i bet you a 100 $ he wouldnt... THE BET IS ON!
well i have to go.. i have everything packet except a few things..
i am so happy with me, him, my life, his smile, i wouldnt change anything... except i would hang out with christal and ashley somemore... but that doesnt look like it is going to happen.. they always seem to have attitudes when i talk to them , like they are mad at me.. *shrugs* alright.
this is my last entry.. until i vist my mom or til chris and i get a computer.
bye anyone who still reads this old thing..
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| Thursday, April 15th, 2004
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10:37 pm - well well well
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Well the moving date is coming closer. I am excited , and alil weirded out i guess, not about moving out with chris , but just moving out in general. My mom went into my room and all my posters were down and everything and she called my cell phone and told me she was alil depressed about it when she didnt think she would be since i wasnt moving away far at all. It kinda made me sad, i will never have my room again or anything.Well unless things dont work (in which i think everything will be fine) but my room will be my sisters. *sighs* BUT never-the-less i am excited and ready , i think this will be good for me. I need to get a new car - i still havent recieved anything from Jane which kinda pisses me off.Hmm... i think that is all i really have to talk about right now. This may even be one of my last entries. Chris said he wants to get a computer , but that is after we are all settled in and everything.Well i have to go cause he is coming to get me to watch the band practice and i am not even reeady.
current mood: good
current music: hanson-love somebody to know
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| Thursday, March 25th, 2004
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1:27 pm - *Laughs* he calls me baby cakes
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Welll , i havent written in here for along time an well after May 9th i wont ever really anymore , cause Chris and i are moving out and we wont have a computer. Its amazing what it really feels like to be loved by him.I dont know , its like , i dont think i can ever see us apart , just the way we are together , we dont fight , [in which i am sure we will] but if we do it will be about something stupid and little. I dont know. I thought i would never find someone like him. Like , he was only someone i could dream up , but he isnt , and i love it.
I love the way he makes me feel and the way he looks at me , and the way he cares about everything i am / want to be , or cares about the simplest things like , will i get mad if he works over alil, its just like he cares so much about me. *smiles*
I hope this is forever.
current mood: ecstatic
current music: jane on the phone..
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| Thursday, January 22nd, 2004
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4:40 pm - another day?
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today is my birthday .. hooray horray
19
its better than last year.
current mood: amused
current music: me singing one of his songs.
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| Monday, January 12th, 2004
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1:10 am - he is beautiful
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well.. i dont wanna jinz this but.. he is great.
our first kiss was new years eve and it was great - it was the best new years eve i think i have ever had in my entire life time.
He is beautiful , smart , amazing , witty , adorable , and every other thing you can only imagine.
He says i am beautiful the way i am , and everything about me is perfect for him.But everything about him is more than perfect for me..
He sang me a song and said he meant every word he wrote.
He is great and he is mine. I wouldnt have it any other way.
Happy news years , i hope everyone started theres off with somthing amazing like i did.
current mood: cheerful
current music: no music , just a smile
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| Thursday, December 18th, 2003
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12:44 am - beep beep
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well i havent really updated in along time - for why i dont know , i have my reasons i guess. LOL .. i dont even know why i dont update i am online all the time.
Wellllll... my friend Jane wrecked my car into a tree.
I was getting ready and we were going to take pictures in the snow.. and i was still getting ready so she says " let me run up to cvs real fast and get a camera while you are getting ready.. " and i say " ok but dont wreck my car" joking around.. and.. what does she do?.. wrecks it into a tree. She went over ice and my front tires are bad so.. into a tree she went. Thank god she is ok.. but as for my car.. its a mess.. Her dad is going to fix it cause he is a body man and thank god for that.
Well .. christmas is almost here.. it is coming fast.. which reminds me that i am late on my phone bill. Which sucks also..
I am working two Jobs..
Calders as an icecream scooper which sounds very lame and immature.. and then as a waitress at Hong Kng INN .. dun dun dun.
I dont know. Really nothing has been going on with me. I cleaned my room today and it looks actually quite lovely. I am pleased.. I just got out of the shower.
Well i am clean now and.. bored so .. i will go look around online.. quizzies i guess.
 You’re horny, lonely, and looking for love. Without a man by your side, you’re adrift. Alone on the sea without any oars. In high school, you always had a date to the dance... And that’s how you continue to live your life. But this doesn’t make you co-dependent or a "yes-girl." Au contraire. It just means you know how to snag a man when you want one. You date, Girl! Do You *Need* a Boyfriend?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
 You are always the feature dancer at the best clubs. Your customers pay big money to see you, even if it means starving six days of the week. For you, stripping is an art form, and you are a grande artiste. Very classy and never trashy - you won't stoop to doing anything sleazy. You are constantly posing in magazines and winning Miss Nude contests. In StripperLand, you are the ultimate queen. Other strippers may be jealous by all the attention you get, but you walk away with the most money! What's *Your* Stripper Name?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
 You Are a Romantic Kiss!You are an idealist, and unsurprisingly, you give the ideal kiss Your kiss causes almost anyone to fall in love with you And to be honest, you need to be falling a little to let your lips loose No biggie… your kiss is worth the wait :-) What Type of Kiss Are You?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
well werent those interesting..
goodnight , i love you all lik my own.
I dont know. Really nothing has been going on with me. I cleaned my room today and it looks actually quite lovely. I am pleased.. I just got out of the
current mood:  curious
current music: nirvana:come as you are
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| Saturday, November 22nd, 2003
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2:37 pm - yes your crazy...your crazy beautiful..
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dont go lookin in my eyes tonight , say dont go tellin me lies tonight.. say dont go promisin the sky tonight cause your crazy , yes your crazy beautiful...
god i am bored..
i might get joselynn again today casue brandi needs a sitter..
mise well i have no life and she is cute.
current mood: bored
current music: isaac : in the road
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| Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
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9:53 pm - i am jacks wasted life
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How to Leave the Planet
1. Phone NASA (713-482-3111). Explain you need to get away ASAP. 2. If that doesn't work, call friend in the White House (202-456-1414). 3. If you don't have friends in the White House, call the Kremlin (0107-095-295-9051). They have no friends there either, but they seem to have a little influence. 4. If that fails, call the Pope (011-39-6-6982). I gather his switchboard is infallible. 5. If all else fails, flag down a passing flying saucer and explain it is vital that you get away before your phone bill arrives.
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| Monday, November 10th, 2003
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1:29 pm - poop wars
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SixDaysOfSilence (1:18:25 PM): poop
damn your love (1:18:34 PM): terd
SixDaysOfSilence (1:18:38 PM): shitt
damn your love (1:18:44 PM): caca
SixDaysOfSilence (1:19:03 PM): loose poopoo
damn your love (1:19:11 PM): hard poopoo
SixDaysOfSilence (1:19:25 PM): dirreah
damn your love (1:19:34 PM): hersey squirts
SixDaysOfSilence (1:19:40 PM): shit balls
damn your love (1:19:49 PM): turtle heads
SixDaysOfSilence (1:20:00 PM): pokers
damn your love (1:20:12 PM): pinchin loafs
SixDaysOfSilence (1:20:29 PM): doo doo
SixDaysOfSilence (1:20:34 PM): my mom helped me on that one
SixDaysOfSilence (1:20:38 PM): ;]
damn your love (1:20:50 PM): shit stains
SixDaysOfSilence (1:21:03 PM): manure
damn your love (1:21:33 PM): piles
SixDaysOfSilence (1:22:28 PM): log cabins
damn your love (1:23:47 PM): lincoln logs
SixDaysOfSilence (1:27:28 PM): fort loderdale
damn your love (1:27:41 PM): wtf?!
SixDaysOfSilence (1:27:48 PM): my mom made that up!
SixDaysOfSilence (1:27:50 PM): LMAO
damn your love (1:27:54 PM): Tami....what are you on!
SixDaysOfSilence (1:28:02 PM): so i won!
damn your love (1:28:16 PM): Ft. Lauderdale is not a poo
SixDaysOfSilence (1:28:22 PM): could be
SixDaysOfSilence (1:28:27 PM): sounds like a pooish thing
damn your love (1:28:34 PM): your so weird
SixDaysOfSilence (1:28:42 PM): like oh god i just shit a fort laderdale1
SixDaysOfSilence (1:28:57 PM): i won
damn your love (1:29:12 PM): you can take that win and wipe your ass with it
SixDaysOfSilence (1:29:13 PM): i was the last to come up with anything before someone said somthing un-poopy like
SixDaysOfSilence (1:29:22 PM): ;] thank yoiu i will
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